strange, growth, the way
acquiescence flowers
bright and open from shoots of pain
barbs can be rivaled
any slight turned around
absolved in the naked chance of now
born again by pure gamble
the hot second when the oiled catch
clicks into place
and odds as wild as they are
tip to you, lean down
and pull you up so hard you
have to swallow back your heart
the yokes throwing dice
at the loading dock door
locked in to this
horrible scheme
in one round one dude breaks
and takes the whole pot
so sweet and swift that nothing
as bad as you got
can dispute
he’s won
and the snow, here in Texas,
20 years after sleeping in the park
and 5x and 10x hot-plate rooms,
in a black Jeep rolling along
slowly up the wide avenue
smiling in the silence of the car heat
as flakes catch and melt on the glass
been so long in the way of trouble
sometimes it’s as easy as leaning
and letting it’s bad weight roll off
the hunger of calamity
posits you in the maw of fate
but up on your heels and swaying
you’re
standing in the light of day.