UNPRODIGAL
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my nose is broke like my old man’s
I don’t know the story behind his
but mine used to make me proud
not to be anything like him
but different
from the staid and safe people
growing up in my hometown
none of that matters now
my old man’s gone
I don’t live there anymore
those people became who they became
or they stayed the same
the dust sifts into all our dreams
and to dust love makes its petitions
I’m almost as old as he was
when he stepped into his last dream
I’ve a confidence where once was an innocence
walking in a twilight of wisdom and dread
I don’t need to street fight anymore
don’t have to be any different
than him or them
I don't ever have to go back
to the working, middle-class
East Coast
where my Father fought and died.
Jim Trainer publishes one collection of poetry and prose every year through Yellow Lark Press. Love&Wages is his 5th.
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